Being open and transparent, there are moments when my body tells a story before my mind can catch up. My heart begins to race, my chest feels tight, and sometimes I can literally feel the blood thumping in my ears. It feels loud, overwhelming, and exhausting all at once. For a long time, I didn’t understand what was happening to me. I wondered if I was just anxious, if I wasn’t trusting God enough, or if I simply needed to pray harder. But as I’ve continued on my healing jour